| I Wish My Head Really Would Just Explode |
[Nov. 17th, 2007|02:59 am] |
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The bad continues to outweigh the good no matter how positive you try to stay. I push it down and push it down until I can't feel anything. My future is a nightmare to avoid. The only solutions in my head are all the things you're not supposed to do. Trying so hard to do the "right" things and be a good person. I don't even know why anymore...
Somebody tell me why...
I continue to be the stepping stone and the open hand. The open mind and the smile to the fire. Do I not appreciate the positive outcome that comes with being alive? Is everything really so miserable that even putting the effort toward positive outcomes worthless? Am I the only person who feels wrong for wanting to give up? Don't fit in. Can't keep up. Unapproved. Unwanted.
What happened?
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Crazy Jimmy R.I.P
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