Elie ([info]knoxblood82) wrote,
@ 2007-06-30 15:26:00
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Current mood:crash and burn
Current music:Icon A.D.

Somebody Anybody
I haven't been sleeping. I haven't been eating. I haven't been taking care of myself. I haven't been taking care of my responsibilities. I havent't been taking care of my health and have become weak. I haven't got a future ahead of me.

I don't know what to do anymore. Nothing to look forward to. Nothing to do. Nothing coming my way and absolutely no desire to do anything for myself. Wish I had what it takes. Wish had what it takes to carry on strong. Wish it didn't have to be this way. Alone in a crowd. Lost. Empty. Dead.

The music is blaring and I've got my back against the wall. When you choose the music you gotta dance the dance. White noise is a nightmare. Baby play me something I like.

There's a storm coming...




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[info]lavieseditieuse
2007-06-30 08:13 pm UTC (link)
I want my best friend back.

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[info]pedaltilyoupuke
2007-07-03 01:54 am UTC (link)
mmm....well i am glad to see you are at least still alive. i was worried after your last entry. shit. i leave for trinidad on friday and want to talk to you before i go. i have thursday moderately free, i think? or tuesday night? i will call you and if i don't, call me please? argh i miss you. please take care of yourself buddy. boston's a beat city anyway.

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