Black Metal Ist Kreig
What's too much and what's too far?

The left hand path leads with no boundaries or barriers and exceeds limitless. Why broaden your horizons? When you own the horizon, the sun, the moon and every excerpt of life. With the knowlegde to understand all that is wrong and evil in this world with reason. To understand it without reason. To appreciate all of life's fine glory. Is this to be unsatisfied for all eternity? The black arts make me smile. You can feel emotionless at times. It feels great.

I've bought a shitload of new records since I've updated. I'll post them next time. I can't remember them off the top of my head and are nowhere near me at this moment.

Everyday I look to do something with myself. Not like business wise. Or grown up paper pushing trophy desperation. But life. Adventures. Good people. Creativity. I feel like my lonliness is my anchor to these things. Well, not even to accomplishment but more so appreciating the things I actually do. Whether they be beneficial, productive, counter productive or just plain destructive. I feel like I do so much but never enough. When all fails and bad things happen I seem to just take a deep breath and carry on. I do not let it phase me. I do not let it get me down. But I only wish I had higher goals to make that transition easier. Maybe the memories aren't for me. One day someone will appreciate them. Even if it's after I exist.